they : " LET THE PAST BE IN THE PAST AND NOW YOU SHOULD MOVE ON ! "
my mind : " If only things were that easy like we make them sound. You know some people around you are hurt too but they move on. They grow from what had hurt them and they become a completely new version of themselves. But hey does is everyone able to completely forget what happened with them in the past when they were only out their radiating love and kindness ? Do they all have the courage to look forward to a bright future leaving the dark past behind ? Actually not so bright future... you know not so bright future if every day you feel like you are being buried into the graveyard by your memories. NO, RIGHT ? Not everyone has the same abilities and that is what makes all of us so different. Different in handling the pain, different in faking a smile, different in realizing our own worth and lastly, different in finding a reason to live. Some people are sick and tired of constantly being hurt, cheated and betrayed that they no more believe in love, trust, friendship and strangely they stop believing in themselves too. Imagine yourself there. What would you do ? Read some positive quote or gain some sympathy and the move on ? NOPE ! There's more to the story.
You start doubting yourself, degrading yourself and you know what ? Only if painting could fix broken walls. But do they ? They don't. THEY NEVER DID ! It's pretty much easy to pour these words out of your mouth but these are those empty that can do nothing. When the world around you is shattering, all it does is leave you emptier from inside. And how long ? How long can you be positive and motivated ? You've been suffering so much. All those restless nights and voiceless cries. And that's when monsters occupy your mind. Your heart starts to feel heavy each passing second, you've been walking around with that wounded chest and a stabbed back. Let it be a relationship or friendship when it breaks , heart breaks. Surprisingly, it takes only one heartbreak to remind you of all your mistakes and pain. And you ? Dark ! Numb ! Depressed ! Insane ! Sad ! Mad ! And the slowly you start giving up. Giving up on each every freaking thing. And then, one day, you DEAD! "
my mind : " If only things were that easy like we make them sound. You know some people around you are hurt too but they move on. They grow from what had hurt them and they become a completely new version of themselves. But hey does is everyone able to completely forget what happened with them in the past when they were only out their radiating love and kindness ? Do they all have the courage to look forward to a bright future leaving the dark past behind ? Actually not so bright future... you know not so bright future if every day you feel like you are being buried into the graveyard by your memories. NO, RIGHT ? Not everyone has the same abilities and that is what makes all of us so different. Different in handling the pain, different in faking a smile, different in realizing our own worth and lastly, different in finding a reason to live. Some people are sick and tired of constantly being hurt, cheated and betrayed that they no more believe in love, trust, friendship and strangely they stop believing in themselves too. Imagine yourself there. What would you do ? Read some positive quote or gain some sympathy and the move on ? NOPE ! There's more to the story.
You start doubting yourself, degrading yourself and you know what ? Only if painting could fix broken walls. But do they ? They don't. THEY NEVER DID ! It's pretty much easy to pour these words out of your mouth but these are those empty that can do nothing. When the world around you is shattering, all it does is leave you emptier from inside. And how long ? How long can you be positive and motivated ? You've been suffering so much. All those restless nights and voiceless cries. And that's when monsters occupy your mind. Your heart starts to feel heavy each passing second, you've been walking around with that wounded chest and a stabbed back. Let it be a relationship or friendship when it breaks , heart breaks. Surprisingly, it takes only one heartbreak to remind you of all your mistakes and pain. And you ? Dark ! Numb ! Depressed ! Insane ! Sad ! Mad ! And the slowly you start giving up. Giving up on each every freaking thing. And then, one day, you DEAD! "
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~Yashasvi Bhati
picture from Pinterest
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~Yashasvi Bhati
picture from Pinterest
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